I’m really thankful to all what’s happening to me. but people are greedy,aren’t we?
I wish this could last forever.
I’m sitting here,typing this paragraph quietly. my heart hurts like it’s warning me you’re letting it beats too fast. and mainly it’s because i’m depressed….
not blaming anyone, what has happened to me is already lucky enough for me. come on, I’m only a fan. This whole thing is already so unreal just like a dream. keep the great memories. keep going and be a fan for ever. I keep telling myself,no matter how, I’m still not part of their life. Having a chance to chat with them is already great, not to mention having their personal msn and they remember myself. I probably care about this because I’m already addicted, addicted to chatting with her. Be online becasue they will be, be offline because they won’t be online.
Ashley Tisdale is deleting msn. I’m sad,of course. and this happened on August 16,2009. she said she wil keep bebo,tho. but in fact,she didn’t. >:(
however,the day after that, she added me with another new account. she said she’s still addicted to the fans and friends here.
it’s August 22 today, and she’s deleting the new account again…
didn’t you promise you will be there for me and won’t go again?
Ashley Tisdale.. broke your promise like… again?
i’ll always forgive you like you always forgive the others.
but somehow i still can’t erase the great memories.
i know.
i should let go this time…
<i>but you’re so hypnotizing,you got me laughing while i sing. you got me smiling in my sleep</i>